Do we deserve to be happy?

Three days ago I sat in a bench and looked at the blue sky, while this song sounded in my ears I realized how thankful and how happy I was with every inch of my living life, how amazing and beautiful every little detail is, from the singing birds to the blue of the water reflecting the clouds, from the grass embracing my feet to my hands feeling the perfect breeze of winter cold to remind me this is real, I am still alive, and its wonderful.

What is our relationship with happiness?

We spend our entire lives dreaming about the stars, the happy endings, the never having to cry again, at least some of us still do, the lucky ones who still keep hope.

But when it is about happiness, when it finally comes, when something outstanding happens we completely freak out by it.

Has happiness become so unnatural to us that we simply not know what to do when it arrives to our lives?

We feel like we don't deserve..

If you think hard about it this so dumb and and so religious on our part, is like we have some deed to pay before ever getting a reward.

Are we only deserving cause of having gone through hardship in life? why do we have to pay a price for happiness? Don't we all deserve to be loved and happy as our natural right of being alive.

I just want all of us to be happy, all of us to be loved.

Deserving or not, happy and unhappy passes through us in this beautiful dance that we call life, and mostly we can't really do anything about but to enjoy the show.

Yet we question, why us? What did we do? TO.. deserve..this.

Nothing, we didn't do anything, but by god we need to enjoy it, cause while we are questioning the "what's" and the 'why's" the time keeps passing by, and as nothing ever stays in life, this, this also shall pass.

So what a hell, let me enjoy, let me not think, let me be dumb, let me love this.

Lets all be dumb, let's all be content and full of love for everything, today I declare there is no deserving to be done anymore, let's just enjoy all together. No debt to pay, just hope

Marlin